‘Why acceptance is like sleep’ by Michelle Penn
The Lonely Crowd will feature new work by a different poet each month throughout 2025. For October, we are delighted to publish three new works by Michelle Penn. The final installment of these, ‘Why acceptance is like sleep’, is published today.
I launch my arrows — at the eye of sleep
— at the heart of sleep
— at the belly of sleep — and watch
each one bounce, tumble
to ground
this republic outside of which I stand, blue
as begging, as hope
outside the realm, the select borderland
where I long to place my head
the panic of an archer
fist at the bow, determined, yet
the body refuses to relinquish
— fearful
— vigilant
arrows scatter across the dark morning
I stand at the republic’s edge, clutching
a tattered flag
any rest
just spit in blue dust
Michelle Penn‘s new collection, Retablo for a door, is forthcoming from Shearsman Books in January 2026. Michelle is also the author of the book-length poem, Paper Crusade (Arachne Press, 2022), and the pamphlet, Self-portrait as a diviner, failing (Paper Swans Press, 2018).
Author photo by Eloïse Frey. Main photo by John Lavin
